Don't Listen to the Lies of the Devil.
One Way Home

My Testimony

Photo Page

Sexual Abuse

Contact Page

Favorite Links

Salvation Page

Guest Book Page


Eating Disorders

The Cross Digitract

Get the Sin Out

Baby in Womb

Alternate Lifestyles

Sexuality Issues

Catalog Page



God created you for a purpose!
No matter what's going on in your head right now, Jesus Christ loves you!!!!!!

  Are You Feeling Suicidal? Are you at high risk at this time to kill yourself? Do you have a plan and the means to commit suicide?

If so, call 911 RIGHT NOW. You don't really want to die, you just want to stop your pain. You feel stuck and trapped as if there is no other way out. There is! I imagine you are feeling intense emotional pain, so overwhelming that you feel you cannot cope. You feel there is no light at the end of the tunnel. There ALWAYS is.

It's ok to feel the way you are feeling now. It's NOT ok to act on it. There IS love, and peace and joy out there for you, even though you cannot imagine it now.

The emotional pain WILL end. You can get through this. You are at the bottom now and the only way to go is up.

Do not be afraid to call 911. That one phone call can save your life. A law enforcement person will come and knock on your door. Do not be afraid of that person or his/her uniform. They are guardian angels there to transport you to someone you can talk to. It's ok to ask for help. It shows that we are taking care of ourselves by asking for help, when we cannot help ourselves. We are not weak. We are overwhelmed with emotions.

I don't want you to die and neither does anyone else. I want you to get through this horrible time. Know that most of us have felt exactly what you are feeling now. You are not alone!

Have you called 911 yet? Log off the Internet and call them now. You can read the rest of this page another time. Right now, let's save your life. You are worth saving. Do it now......................

There is a difference between feeling suicidal and feeling suicidal ideation. Being truly suicidal means you are at risk of ending your life. You are in great danger and need help NOW!

Experiencing suicidal ideation means we are feeling like we might want to kill ourselves, but we are NOT at risk at this moment. It means we don't have a plan. It means we are considering it, thinking about it.

If you feel you can make it through today and tonight, call someone. It is so helpful to talk about your feelings. You can call a friend, or a hotline. Do you have a telephone book? If you do, look for a suicide or crisis number in the telephone book and call them now...................

If you are drunk or high right now, you are not acting rationally right now. Put off this decision until you are sober. Your thought processes and emotions are distorted right now.

Right now, I'm going to expose you to some helpful resources to help you get through this time. I will write more at the end of the resource list.

Here are some other ways to get help besides your phone book:

Haven of Hope Sanctuary Hotline (a list of volunteers who will take your call, or you can email them).

1-800-LIFENET (if you are emotionally distressed or know someone who is).

San Francisco Suicide Prevention Hotline: (415) 781-1500

European Treatment Hotline +31-76-522-7288

Here are two sites with a list of hotlines:

Suicide Helplines"(If you are feeling depressed or suicidal and need to talk to someone, don't keep it to yourself. Helpline volunteers are trained to listen without judgment, and provide a free and confidential service.

Also, check out my webpage called "Toll free resources"

Especially for teens and their parents:

National Crisis and Suicide Hotline 1 800 + 999-9999
National Youth Crisis Hotline 800-448-4663
Suicide and Crisis Service 1 408 + 683-2482

Teen Help Inc. (La Verkin UT) 800-400-0900

Teenline (Oklahoma City OK) 800-522-8336

Youth Crisis Hotline (Ralto MA) 800-422-0009

  Suicide - Gateway to Peace?